eerrrrrr... its nearly midnight on
the eve of a new year...

so we are happy to simply
wish
you
all
a happy new year

[[someone sings 'enery the eighth in the background]]]

have fun babies

aqnd to you too willow sage : ))

more space needed but since i am home i can type here instead of twitter on cell now. 1- broke rc plane dad was working on. 2- lost 1st baseball glove dad bought me. 3- dad having to take me home early during double header of a baseball game because i did not do insulin. 4- dad carrying me through snow storm because i cut toe on broken glass playing with nerf basketball. 5- leaving ricky boxer dog in colorado with king family because he was to old to transfer with us. sure there are others but momis one to constantly bring hers up as dad never does...

HV 1st impression. saw dog & appointment thoughts bring laugh. still, 1st impressions best one. just an opinion.

RT @UglyDani: @herbiefrog what? i thought ur herbiefrog was banned? wait, so you're posting with what nick this time? ahah

hey dani... still not banned... how about you ? : ))

can we post ? if so thx dani n ali

cable veins strectch across the country carrying surges of various forms. vains that once carried blood turned to microfibers transmitting signals instead. to con society in large numbers in the name of progress. but what am i saying, you dont care... right ?

hey willow sage... hear you've been takin' your mom out... nice pictures : )... looking forward to seeing you walking... just gotta get control of those leg things : )) luvu xx ))

nobody seems to like him
they can tell what he wants to do.
and he never shows his feelings,
but the fool on the hill . . .
sees the sun going down
and the eyes in his head
see the world spinning round
he never listens to them
he knows that they're the fools
they don't like him...

[[[we reaaaly dont care ?

to get conflicting thoughts that i should shut up and play fool on the hill while others suggest keep talking. any wonder i am not very talkative when out and more comfortable typing.

Not really. Give mental patient access to a the internet than what would you expect? If you're not contemplating killing anyone though, then you're of no harm.

Before you get pissed though, let me say some of your thoughts are in fact brilliant.

Just need a better outlet.

dont know anyone who has witnessed their own birth. piece of paper says i was born where people that i consider my parents say. decent enough memories growing up as it took years before finding psychiatric museum and could relate to some of possabilities there. chip in frontal lobe at early age ? could be. shock/insulin treatments i remember. dentist as old enough to move out of parents place. wasnt til these points connected by iv used at eye doctors near grandmas with metal to better see he said the xray as 2nd trip hear certainly became different mentaly. rather long process yes but to answer the question- what do you stand for ? if you dont know by now than thats your problem. perhaps you could ask the person with remote who gives me thoughts they should know. extensive projects in human behavior. how interresting huh ?

So your pissed at your mom? Go see a shrink.....

swamp thing annual 7, part 4 of dc vertigo childrens crusade. roses huh. not like the disney version is it

thought- people work & get iou's towards items. government takes percentage taken out of income towards bennefits & to opperate the system. why then does government charge more to get those items already worked for ?

its been a hard day'y night...

hey willow sage... : ))

go easy on your mum...

she's new to this ?

history of concentration camps spans the globe. ways of selling /pushing thoughts long time as well. from ripping people apart to surgical procedures of today. from using a coat hanger to visiting a clinic. communication lines span the planet. watching the tv, listening to the radio, typing on the computer. watching the different faces with all the time spent getting their makeup just right. people might be talking about jobs but if all this technology is taking up attention then who is really working ? is it the face and their words we see and hear or is it something else ? more babbeling and gibberish. dont mind me

mash was 11 seasons as korean war was only 3 years so would think it would be around awhile given start time in history

remember catholic & private school. lutheran & presbyterian church younger. jehovah witness relatives and mormon neighbors. seemed spiritual enough at first when came to prayer & meditation but later after a trip to los angeles & seeing technologies in psychiatry it b rings questions. what is human & what is spirit ? what is privacy and what is just between me and person talking to anymore ?

memories there but you know how electricity works...

complicated login procedures from nothing... she's a bit chubby but better safe than sorry...

how [special] to explain ?

soon or non [mayper now or never]

shhhh enuf

dad taught about spiritual warfare. psychiatric museum taught me of other possabilities. what a conveyor belt this contiunes to be.

a group/gathering consists of more than one so it seems there are those that seem to agree on things. lots of people on the planet and not all have been seperated yet.

where would a potential global hegemony be without a base in the middle east ? ?

you think they care about the jewish faith..? it's a loan of bollocks as you know...

religion...what do you think it really stands for... ?

power...? money...? control...? access to children...? ability to be "above the law"...? abiltity to abuse...?

are we nearly ? there ? y e t ? ?

aaaarrrggghhh

jewish and catholic religions still make a considerable amount of income right ?

israel- i am confused. if they are already getting russian support as i read on israelseen.com with the size of the country not being that large than how is it they need united states support for much of anything ?

memory serves, been typing since late 2001 early 2oo2 while in manassas just south of dc. even typed at library in tampa while texting emails before moving back to west coast way before currant neighbor made sure gas station conversation was on tv at temporary shelter which was before before being tazerd by an old building mate here. something tells me i am going to be doing this awhile.

1 euro = $1.39, 1 pound = $1.58, 1 canada dollar = $1.02, .......... russia 33 cents to $1, afgan 22 cents to $1, india 2 cents to $1, china 16 cents to $1, japan 2 cents to $1, mexico 8 cents to $1, south african ZAR 14 cents to $1.......

hospitals, free clinics, insurance companies... courts, lawyers, politicians, civilty... architecture, agriculture, assembly lines, mass production... libraries & internet... "?"

confusion nothing new. talk of jobs & economic depression on news yet looking around it doesnt seem so bad. still seems to be help wanted sections in papers & on copmuter sites. still have food in grocery stores & see cars on the roads. people seem to have enough to buy computers & cell phones while who knows just how much time passes spending time on them. thoughts of rush album cover "power windows" comes to mind. just what voices are being listend to & just where are they directing people ? started the counseling/psychiatrist at around 8 years old & mental institutions at 15. guess mental is what i am supposed to be. if i havnt said it lately, thank you for letting me type here.

funny RT @nicolerichie how's Tuesday? RT @fahedxoxo I would love to ride Joels face with you watching & smother him with my ass.Is that ok?

you noticed ? : ) )) )))

funny RT @nicolerichie how's Tuesday? RT @fahedxoxo I would love to ride Joels face with you watching & smother him with my ass.Is that ok?

you noticed ? : ) )) )))

hey willow sage...
...two months old already : ))
...notice everything
...the truth is out there
just waiting for you to say the word...

m a m a ? : ) ) )

seems cams can go just about anywhere. sitting at home watching miss_britney work myfreecams.com with hollyhanna yesterday at exxxotica in convention center while wandering around other rooms. friends list up to 16 now and sitting in lounge gives minute glimpses as random chat rolls down screen. cnn still on unless ps2 going. time passes alot faster this way it seems.

salad cream, grease, ...and its gone

hey alecia, how's will sage? : ))

maybe time for a foto shoot

we like to keep in touch [or...

as a little kid, sitting on a hill after the rain looking into the sky seeing a rainbow and feeling happy. someone turns on a radio or plays an album or cassette or reel and not caught up in how it works but enjoying the sounds. something has changed along the way. perhaps to many definitions or over analyzing not quite sure but somehow things just dont seem as brite as they once were. atleast i can remember when...

-pokes head around corner- ... -looks around- ... - -

what happend after kiss in china room? had to attack libya? "always something" ...

isnt that the truth.

visiting different places on myfreecams today and am reminded of this-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YE9vPWswOog

"project x"

just another dream-
walking on a bright sunny day through a city with skyscrapers towering around me. no one around. suddenly find myself at a deposit box as a stack of bills is left with a few people lingering to see me grab it. next i know i am grabbing yet another stack of bills with even more watching as i am succesfully able to run past them all. strange edit in dream it seems as i slow to converse with what seems like tellers in an office to return what was found only to be offered yet even more. as i run i suddenly find myself in a suburban area with bushes, fences and houses as others chase close behind. ducking into a bush i hear a few walking around past me. jumping out of bush and running hills to a corner behind a tree as a guard in vehicle with search light drives past slowly. gets out and walks into gated area behind as i take off once more. get to what i only assume to be my room though looks nothing like here i dump pockets only to find its more than i picked up. loads of bills, jewelry, etc... --- wake from dream with a start as heart pounds. doesnt happen much but when it does. woah

close thread:

your privilege... you mean they know >?

shirley you cant be seruious

hey ile friend

national archives magazine "prologue"- summer 2007. reagan ends cold war, vp bush becomes next president and continues transition, clinton comes in and rides previous presidents work while not doing much for first attack on twin towers or attack on langley if i remember right as bush 2 gets the succesfull attack and furthers an already occuring war. have people forgotten what russia was like and how it is now and just what was needed to get it to that point? and questions continue as to why things are the way they are currantly? really? really.

virginia... ?

are we talkin'... ?

inia ?

did you want something ?

we have to go take care ofd willow smith

or... willow drew

willow bean ?

o4fuc**sake
sage... it's willow sage

she knows it... shhhhhhh

high frequencies, strobe lights like old eeg tests wondering effects on nerves. girl/guy scenarios run as positive to negative energy/directive usualy. one tells themselves no enough and it usualy sticks. people brought to attention but never seen them before that i am aware of. even those i have seen it seems ages ago. how memories and feelings get played on a regular basis as even signals to head tend to get me pacing and trying to wait out. i miss virginia. should have never moved back out here.

we wrtied [tried] old forums but it just says we are signed in and we cant access anythinng

wonder where old forums went. something to read old typing on first moving back and reactions to things occuring. has changed a bit since then hasnt it.

mansion level 5. seems to go much faster when you have been through it twice before.

all the material written, al the programs created, all thats needed is the people to do whats directed..... --- on and on and on and on.......

asked nurse at er about surgery to remove bone in nose. seems its more appearance anyways and if people are going to keep hitting me than why would i want it. like having genitals if you know your going to go into a torture situation. some people just made for certain jobs.

nuggets not playing now. check rockies at times as they vist 3 times a season, happy they won 1. --- wolf and hawk, what a combo.

drinking playing mansion passing time. cover, center, pictorial, interview, essay, artical........ issues just keep going. had to start over at 13. cant promote a person that isnt there. --- thought waling wall was in israel as the vatican was in italy ? heard of a church of england but not of united states. even more to contemplate.