'What' the f*** are you??!!!
Abruptly you started having chemistry for girls
What is wrong with your dishevelled feelings?
How come you started to get turned on by watching lesbian love
It is not suppose to capture your fixed eyes
It is so late to have this foggy blur
You are already nineteen years old
How come you have realised nothing before?
I bet your personality is disintegrated into puzzles
You need to experiment and fulfill your desires
But you are too afraid to osculate a girl
People will point their judgmental fingers at you
They will not acknowledge who you are
Your friends will look down on you
Will they affirm you?
Will they be nervous around you?
They will realise they do not know you enough
What will your parents think?
Your father always blathering s*** about gays
Society will consider you as a deviant
Why do you have to be mainstream and not live as you wish?
You have two choices
Either date guys and live in a lie
Or either explore your sexuality
But will you find happiness?
You deserve to be happy
Even with someone of the same sex
Boys always showed you their darker side
You never felt complete with any of them
You are lost in this endless journey
Maybe it is because of some guy who made your heart bleed
And even left you numb as hell, with no interest at all
Is it possible he also messed up your sexuality?
You had enough of getting deceived by the cold-blooded males
Yet you strongly want to try out new experiences with girls
What if you enjoy playing around with the unaccepted?
What does that mean?
Does that mean you are b....?
Even the word “bisexual” gives you a shiver in your spine
Look at you; you cannot even shout it out loud to yourself
Never dreamt of having these thoughts enduring in your deadly soul
Your deep, truthful feelings teasing you
Your conscience not letting your ambitions bailing out
Just hoping and pretending to be a short phase
Trying to find the you that you once had
You got to hold on to what you're feeling
Sealing the confusion around your beating heart
Hiding your pain and desperation beneath your laughter
Always flashing a bright smile on your masked face
You are so afraid to talk about it
Even with your closest friends
You need someone to open up to
You defiantly need help!!!
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Wow... I don't know what else to say ... this is awesome.... wow
Kisha
this is awesOmee. . . . . . .
--l. a. b. <3 a. s. j. p.
wow girl this s really deep n heart felt i love it n im glad things r better for u now i may not be gay r bisexual but i know how it is to feel like ur wearing a mask to hide from the world n ive even hid from myself n its no way to live cuz u will nevr b truely happy
Hey Jess, I felt that you were talking about yourself when I read this wonderful poem for the first time, but I didn't wanna ask about it because I thought you would tell us when you are ready for it
I couldn't say it better as wellsy or linda, we love you just the way you are and don't care about what some ppl might think, the most important thing is that you become happy, it's your own life and your real friends won't care whom you love
*Life is just a little part of what the world will do
To get it's point across it beats you 'til you're black & blue*
I ditto all CB just said
Jess, I meant it before, so never forget...you're 'f**kin perfect' just the way you are...so feck the rest who don't want to understand!
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Hey Jess. It's been so long since Ive written on here, but felt like I had to reply to this. You should be so proud of youself, it took a lot of guts to put your poem here on PP. It is such a powerful poem and really tells how you were feeling at the time. We all love you here and you know you will always have our support
. Doesnt matter who we love or how we came to love that person. What matters is happiness.
Fuck Pangea (don't ask)
"Oh shit my glass is empty, that sucks"
P!NK'S Aussie Hoe
"WHO DAT"
hey guys i wrote it for myself about a year ago now already
so the situation changed alot within one year...i told my closest freinds and my parents and they all accepted me...the rest of the population can f*** off and let me live in peace..but still i hate peopel gossiping about me...but the most important thing is that my closest people love the way i am.. meh and thnaks for your words my good freinds i really need them right now 
> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF
hey jess who ever ya talking about give them these words "iam strong iam f***ing perfect " and tel them just keep taking baby steps , one at a time <3
remember the triangle
dr doris the living legend
pinkrawks/dippo can get bent but i love poepy/dipclit
Your friend needs to know that that crappy road of shame, humiliation and self immolation, is not necessary. If she is loved than it does not matter by who. The value is in being loved and that is what matters.
GaGa
Hey Jess, I reckon whomever you are writing about here should try talking to their closest friend first...I'm sure they will understand and be there for them... I would also recommend they listen to "F**king Perfect" ...on repeat!!
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# Amen! Long Live P!nk #
Don't mess with WELLARD