i can breathe

i can breathe

once felt like a goat stuck in my throat,oh did it so choke
i swore id never do this again,for what other way,i know not of
i tried,think i say eye too much,so how can this end
once i asked,other day i recieved,if i had one wish~stop fighting~please~
beginning to realize,what is real
hurts so much to know,i f*cked up
still i trust what i think,alwayz know human side
for it is in this i cannot hide~know please i am kinda confused
i want to believe
i need truth
yes,so needy am i
tho,so sad i have kept my head held high
for ones' r so quick to judge
i left my shoes at the door,for one to step in,not for i anymore
am such an @sswhole,i am,no words can describe how i feel
know it takes much for me to understand in song
what is real,what ever was,mysteries