I forgot my pill

I forgot to take
My pill today
That little yellow
And white thing

That makes me feel
Like I can get through
The day, no wonder
I'm here now

And I am hearing
That song over and
Over again "Hey
Man Nice Shot"

Suited my dad well
He offed himself then
Left the whiff of
Gunpowder

Reminding me not
To make the same mistake
That he did, though
I wonder....

There seems to be no
"New kind of fear" just a
Rehashing of
The same

Old threats that promise
To leave you quaking from
What you cannot
Accept

I wouldn't want or
Need to know anything
More than that
I need

To shut up and not
Forget to take my pill
At dawn and
Forget