part of deception,is bout only part you played. am guilty
and for that,dont know what else to say. was never a word
said,no more secret with that. was never even a nod,so
jus go with that. was never an inkling,nor even a dream
once a nightmare,and still means nothing. i searched for
myself,and dragged the world along. now i am fallen,and
universe is going too. hell n a handbasket,tho who who who's
universe~ah,you too. and is what is created,very own mind.
to love,to hate. which one,is on ones mind? only did a guilty
conscious tell truth,i waited five six years~for nothing.
and this is how i feel about you. i accepted you love her,
madly indeed. more than i ever could,more than god itself
believe u me. c,world is filled with secrets. tho ,
darkness can neva hide. if one feeds anotha bulls***,how
long does it take to catch on,enjoying the ride.
decade,i thought something and created mayhem,straight up.
i thought,if she doesnt give a f***,make one.
concocted,tho not very planned now,said play this puppet
we will figure her out. well,women,other day even god
tried,cant,neva will~mind ur very own buisness. sickening
tho makes it easier,kinda hurts,tho truth always does.
lies,r comfortable. when u kno one whom lies, so much,is
habitual,and everything they ever say or do,has become that
lie. so to whom created one n image of herself,u r a lie.
and everything u have done is a lie,no truth to it other
than u love her,and u would stop anyone and do anything
for her. tho,cannot b true. and def,karma already found you
if was real,no deception would have taken place.
and if was not made,then would neva have happened
you did this,so is ur fate. and i aint god,neva said was
tho i tell you this,im one helluva creator,and i will end
the buzz. the core,will explode. yosimite i believe.
bitter,dontcha drink. heavens cease to exist,only now
hell on earth. blessed is ones curse. if one feels
what they see and is a mirror of oneself,god forbid
oh how much i have felt. tho said,love. let not love
leave ur sight. ive felt it,tho not from none here
i get it,i understood long ago. cowards,sabatogers
get their fix from it,i have pity,mercy and compassion
on you,on all this. cuz not only have u created this lie
u have taken from me,not trust. not love. not even life.
you will never know,tho you will see it in the world
yes. this when you know. nowhere will one find it,not
even in their hearts. is only way i can cope
is to finish what yet have to start.
i bid peace,tho was granted will neva have it
take one down,beat em when everyone is around
let them not kno truth
take advantage,take everything
create chaos,so u have the upper hand
and let not the cattle,ever have it
the poor,make em poorer
and the rich,make them as they r,straight bit*ches
this what was said,this what was granted.
by the religions,and puppetmasters,the gods that reign,godheads
goddesses',blessed r the dead.
you did good job,doing what was told to do
now i hope and pray i wish and think
every breathe,and every word,every note,everything
my sadness,tortures ur soul~less
and You,& U~Will See n the world,what you have done to me.
this was destined to happen,who do u think created this?