I crossed the verge of
Real and unreal
Crossed the verge of
Numb and feel
It’s the when’s and where’s
And the why’s going nowhere

Crossed the line between
Lame and cool
Crossed the line between
Smart and fool
It’s the how’s and who’s
Leaving me on the loose

One and thirty six days
Clean of you
Sober of you
One and thirty six days
Nineteen weeks
Excruciating gig
One and thirty six days
I don’t don’t feel okay

I walked away from
To smile and happy
Walked away from
To laugh and funny
How can adjectives and verbs
Kick someone to the curb?

I walked between
Pain and sorrow
Walked between
Lend and borrow
Why is it always my fault?
Need to learn my lesson

One and thirty six days
Clean of you
Sober of you
One and thirty six days
Nineteen weeks
Excruciating gig
One and thirty six days
I don’t don’t feel okay

I only knew the taste of you
Only knew the kisses from you
Used to know what a dream was
Nightmares are coming in mass

I crossed the verge of
Real and unreal
Crossed the verge of
Numb and feel
It’s the how’s and who’s
Leaving me on the loose

One and thirty six days
Clean of you
Sober of you
One and thirty six days
Nineteen weeks
Excruciating gig
One and thirty six days
I don’t don’t feel okay