My fault
i just wrote this now, i havent even read it through yet, i just felt i needed to vent and this is what came out.
I should have been there
you called
I sent the busy tone
I said I would be here
I promised I would answer
24 7, 25 8
I would understand
if its I you grow to hate
I know I'm not perfect
I guess you know now too
you may not be
but I love the flaws in you
when you wake up in the morning
make up smudged
or grinning on the train
glassed fogged up
I miss you so much
but I push you away
I don't know why
all I want is to stay
with you forever
where everything feels right
I need you so much
but I don't know what for
I know you need me
but I wasnt there for you
when you needed me most
all you needed was to talk
and you made the call
I shut you out
I let you down
I f***ed up
and I'm beating myself up
should have made and excuse
could have lied through my teeth
but you bring out the good side of me
stop me from lying
tell me to be good
I'm not trying enough
when you struggle so hard
I'm not being fair
you deserve more
I cant even write
don't know what I'm trying for
just one more day
to struggle through
then i'll finally be lying
down holding you.
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thanks guys , yeah i do like vodka quite alot xD. the thing was i could have been there for them but i didnt realise how much they needed me at the time. also i was trying to please two people at once and that doesnt always work out. i would give her a copy but it seems kinda irrelevant now.
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Nostalgia is only made worse over time, if only we could go back to a time when we werent nostalgic.
Nostalgia is only made worse over time, if only we could go back to a time when we werent nostalgic.
i can almost feel what u'r saying... really good description of the events n feelings... go on!!!!!
hey haze....i'm not sure if i am on your side or the other side your writing too....i no you have your own problems but if thats the person you want then i dont understand why you couldnt be there for them...(well maybe i do) i am not trying to be mean...i no you should always take care of yourself before others..because if you dont then you are no good for others..so maybe you should let that person no, that you were having your issues..don't be like me..if you no this person wants you and needs your help...and you want to help them..help them...i've kicked everyone out of my life..so if you could do different do it..trust me you don't want to be where i am..no one does...lol...i like this because your expressing yourself...but if you can change what your feeling to the better then do it...okay...S.M.I.L.E
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like this poem and from other reviews you seem to like vodka a lot 2. maybe she will forgive u it sounds like ur truly sorry. write a copy for her