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HURT ME BAD

HURT ME BAD

Got myself rereading your “what’s on your mind?”
It hurts me badly how you never write about me
Push my own play button to cry and then rewind
It hurts me badly your no beginning but ending

I’m tired of pretending I’m totally cool about you
Tired of friendly jokes, tired of this pseudo truth
Wishing that the next time I get to press refresh
Something interesting on my wall you’d published
I don’t even try to check for an accidental tweet
‘Cos all I ever get is lame tanned guys from MTV

Oh shoot I think I finally went off the deep end
Pull the trigger and bring me down my friend
‘Cos let’s face it, nobody is ever gonna give a damn
And certainly not you I’m so becoming a tramontane
God here I go again, my socially updated masochism
Wish I could give up and declare myself in anarchism

So go on, keep on typing the way you did, you do, you will
I’ll read between lines hurting myself believing they’re for me

Got myself rereading your “what’s on your mind?”
It hurts me badly how you never write about me
Push my own play button to cry and then rewind
It hurts me badly your no beginning but ending

Back in my room it is winking at me, “turn me on, please”
I don’t even care if I already checked it on my phone, geez!
So I sit in front of the screen and start looking for you
Start looking at the pictures since you posted nothing new
'Check on your profile again, your relationship status changed
Damn you went from in a relationship to freaking engaged

And I’m a bad person ‘cos I start damn hating all of them
All the people saying “congrats” and I go like “goddamn”
Get myself together and kind of think I’ve plenty of time
To look for my lucky one, someone’s out there for me to find
It hurts me in the guts when I think I was wrong all along
Believing we shared the same feelings, it got to feel so strong

(But in the meantime)
Go on, keep on typing the way you did, you do, you will
I’ll read between lines hurting myself believing they’re for me

Got myself rereading your “what’s on your mind?”
It hurts me badly how you never write about me
Push my own play button to cry and then rewind
It hurts me badly your no beginning but ending

And every word I read every pic I see
Screams: “That should’ve been you and me!”
Should’ve been you and me
Should’ve been you and me

I cry myself to sleep with a lump in my throat
Because you’re with me, NOT
You’re with me, NOT
You’re with me, NOT

Got myself rereading your “what’s on your mind?”
It hurts me badly how you never write about me
Push my own play button to cry and then rewind
It hurts me badly your no beginning but ending

So go on, keep on typing the way you did, you do, you will
I’ll read between lines hurting myself believing they’re for me

Got myself rereading your “what’s on your mind?”
It hurts me badly how you never write about me
Push my own play button to cry and then rewind
It hurts me badly your no beginning but ending