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to my judas

to my judas

i mean my judas

been long time,how long we been doin this? seems like foreva n a day
from nite,always. i have to tell you some secrets,hope you dont mind?
i asked God to forgive me,for playing the game. i said,silently,sometimes
eva so violently~let a nickuh b,is entertaining~you made it eva so clear
who i be. cant trust,not anyone,you should have neva eva trusted me.
i love her,an always hated you. id protect her,ima give it to you.
i went all the way back,to when i could see~my heart said,you pushed
me,you violated and humiliated me. i told the world,you sold me out
i also told em,thatspace was created for and by me~kinda,u c. the format
was from you and i. perfection i mus say. i have to tell you something,
and i dont care if i go to he ll for it,i used you~we are even. something
warned me,for i always hated you~something,screamed she hates you,was tapped
Even her dog was killed,cuz she f***ed with this.
kno what dream meant,trimorphic,an i knew this.
i wanted to c,whom my judas was~welcome to my world
a buncha foul mouthed thugs,bent on he ll,i worship notta~can u not tell?
i was told,by a lil birdie~not really,tho i was told the evil live beautiful
manifested lives,with beautiful seductive voices. i was also told,i would neva
kno,until i was dead on this earth~whom made you tweak. i already know,love bites
revenge is eva so suite. cant always listen to what ya heard,im not a sell out
an that space as sumes,you and i ~now this is absurd. i dont like you,even when
i said i love you,lightening like crashed and pots an pans banged
the earth mufuhckin tilted off its axes,worse than birth pangs. so what,i still did
it,who judge me,send me to he ll? y,U did. th!nk it b wise for u to have children,
perhaps jus one child. so U,can c how it feels. to worry,and b in constant dispair.
is cuz of u,i left him. actually ,i abandoned him. you made me sad,angry mad,irate,
on the verge of suicide. and i tell you a secret,tell ur bonesmen,it will never happen,
you,are not worth it. an if i had a gun,i kno u take pleasure watching me do it. what
a fake a ss biatch. do they kno,what ur frog is really meant,demonic serpant.
dealing with you,i have a lot to b forgiven,how i treated whom i truely love,karma
will get you. and when u studied,and was eva so fascinated~you should have realized
when our hearts beat no longer,u r fuhcked,our thoughts r infinite. i promised you
id drag U to he LL,an im not finished. i have neva n my life been so disturbed,
by ur very prescence. whom likes tombs,rotted flesh,demons and ur lovely angel,you
make me sick. i told the world,you took lmfp away from me. ur fullachit lullabyes.
U su ck as a friend,do u have any left? go have a child,they will love u forever,
no matter how nsane u r will b an always have been. c how it feels,to b true,an send ur
child off to daycare,while the twins crash down ~ ten years,i still feel blue. my
grandfather was a mason,mathimatical jenious,an they needed him. should have done research
lyn cov viaduct,broke ground 9-11,my grandfather was called upon to finish,and him an
my father did~an they cut the ribbon fifty years later,on 9-11. i hate games,love codes
i love that you will suffer,after ur heart beats no more~foreva,an always~this is
fa sho. one thing,is anotha secret~u can disrespect god,u can disrespect jesus~u cannot
ever b forgiven,for disrespecting the Holy Spirit~so in saying,souless,im not sorry
i used you. you have everything i ever said,on her site,and u have given to even
whom u was so against,tha mista president. what a sell out,who knew lol. someone did,
i jus got off hearing tha music,hated one,it is nothing new.
i wanted to hear,u go crazy,i wanna hear u,i wanna see you,i wanna feel you~feel see hear
everything u have put me thru. an the time has come,hated one. hope ur meeting whilst
hail was crashing was worth it,do what you got to do~cuz i am outing You.
an ima scoot u with my big toe when ur down,i laughed when ur doggie drowned.
some say im a saint,i say im one ev!l wench~yes cuz karma is and is what it is.
fare warning,you are so about to get ,ur heartbroken.
ms lockhart,i knew all along that you were bad,very very bad,y fuhck u bring out the
worst in me,dont be scared,im not finished,so with ur inception~keep trying.