You think you know me,
But you missed something again.
How could you understand,
If you don't know my past?
I'm older, and wiser,
But I cried a lot.
You don't think I can
But I'll win the fight.
I wear mask everyday.
Do you think I'm fine?
You're wrong, and have no time
To check out my heart sometimes,
Try to figure out my mind.
Even though I'm a weirdo
You're still by my side.
But don't know me,
Can't look behind the mask.
I'm suffering,
Trying to be perfect.
Because life f***s me up,
But I'm still here screaming,
You'll never know me,
And I'll try not to stop breathing.
But I'm getting weaker,
And I'm dying here.
I hope you'll find my body,
And cry close to my ear.
You loved me
And you feel inside pain.
Then I will be satesfied,
That you'll know what you have failed.
