the energy burned arguing with myself in my head. decent people pass by assomething in brain seems so negative. times it seems humorus as a familiar face dressed differentgets different reaction in my mind as if 2 halves dont communicate. given changes in seasons & body transitions the thoughts seem to fall in line with these times. again trying to tell difference in just who is saying what & why quite the chore. thought of coffee pot turning brown like side of large pot on stove collecting a white tarter like substance withboiling tap water has made me wonder about what goes through my veins but caffeine & circulation given lack of activity... guess its back to herbal tea, thanks Smiling