Again

Here I am again
Trying to get away from the pain
Away from the torment
Of the “EVENTS”

So used to cutting
Tearing the skin to bring relief
But nothing
Even when the red flows
The guilt remains

Even truth spoken
Showing the fault is not owned
No release
Just fear

Fear of the past
Fear of those around
Fear of what is to come

Will someone come
Someone that can make this child believe
Believe what others couldn’t make her see