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Fish out of the pond

Fish out of the pond

I felt like a fish
out of the pond
and with you im not fond
it was so different
than when we used to be
and all the time you ignored me
you laughed with the others
and i flew with the feathers
because i still felt alone
and inside myself i mone

I was still hanging out with myslef
and alone i was on the shelf
even though i was with you
and to get away i wanted to go to the lou

Atleast to hang out you called
but few we had talked
and this shows
how our friendship slows

I miss the you and me
that we used to be
but why cannot we go
back to that moment?
and i am weak like an ant

Guess our friendship
is sinking like a ship
I felt so akward
beacuse we didnt say a word
but i am such a fool
and this is not cool
coz with you i fought
and at the moment i had thought
thats what i should do
but now i need you the most
and away you drift along the coast

we are opposites
you are black
and you are not comming back
and i am white
and so all the time we fight

I prefered to be at home
instead of hanging out with you
and on the phone
you sound so nicer
but when we face each other
we are like me and my mother

I dont talk much to my mother
and that is why i compare you to her
and i am tired to stop and stare
i need to do something
with my life
i need to change it
so maybe somewhere i fit

I feel hopless
and in a mess
i am angree
and no one understands

its like i talk with another language
and i am packing my laguage
so far away i go
coz i am feeling so low

I feel so down
and to laugh i need a clown
but i always frown
i brought everything with my hand
and on my shaking feet i stand
how i wish i chosen a better path
but from my mistakes i learn
even though back i cannot turn

This soppose will make me stronger
but instead i feel more anger
which is eating me all up
and making me weaker
because life s a cheater

I am not living but just existing
and the world i want to be exiting
life is like amonster
and it hurts like a lobster
It keeps chasing me
and i keep running
as fast as i can
but im not strong like a man
and that i cannot fight
and i even might
just stop and die
and live in the sky
because i'm not strong
but im always wrong
and so i should sing a long
maybe my pain will ease
oh somebody help me please.

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yeah this forum makes me laugh and helps me to forget for a little while my problems...i dont why i got addicted to this forum Sticking out tongue and there's so many nice people thats feels the same i do.. its good to know sometimes that its not only you in this world..yeah pinkians for ever and they rule the whole forum Eye-wink

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Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

oh well 2 years is not that bad Sticking out tongue
yeah totally agree this forum is so nice and whenever you feel down theres always someone to chat with you, as i already said^^
its nice it made you feel so much better Smiling
P!nkians forever xd

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

so wait you are only 2 years younger than me and not 3 years..coz you are going to be 16 this year Sticking out tongue yeah thats why i started to listen to pink more than to LG you know..and thank god i found pink and this forum..coz i feel soo much better Smiling

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

no I didnt know about your obsession on lady gaga! Sticking out tongue
I kinda like her music^^
but right, P!nk's songs are catchy and meaningfull
thats why I personally prefer her then LG Eye-wink
yes, 3 years younger then you Sticking out tongue
my birthday is on september, the 27
same date of birth as avril lavigne :3 (well she is 10 years older then me but eum anyway xd)
well I would say im not too bad in english lol and eum its not really difficult when you understand it to translate from french to english^^
gonna post it soon, was just replying to your post before Sticking out tongue
^^

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--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

maybe you already know i was obsessed with lady gaga she is my idol too i would never hate on that women but thats before my life turned upside down..i turned to pink because as you said her messeges are so strong and meaningfull..thats why in the beginning (if you remember) i posted that topic so that you gys list me some songs with strong masseges..at that time i did not know much about her songs..and so i need your help Eye-wink i moved to pink from lady gaga because pink's songs makes more sense to those of gaga..and pinks songs are also catchy Smiling i started to listen more to pink since sober..than i downloaded all of her singles and than i ended up downloading all of her albums..hahahahah Sticking out tongue and i cant stop listening to her know.. Smiling
ohh you are so young nini... 3 years younger Sticking out tongue ..whens your birthday? mine is 31 january Eye-wink
ahh its good that you found a way to translate it..thats genious of you...i dont think that i would be able to translate a maltese poem to english Sticking out tongue ..cant wait to read it..im sure its good Sticking out tongue Eye-wink

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

im 15 years old^^ Sticking out tongue
so yes im younger then you are^^
yeah me too
i must admit, there's a couple of years I wud say, 'p!nk? who the hell are she? dont wanna hear that!' and now you see, I'm moore then adddicted to her Sticking out tongue
I like the message that she gives, plus the music is nice too^^
its kinda like my idol lol^^ besides to be my goddess haha Laughing out loud
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ok well yesterday night I began to translate it, its not as bad as I thought it would be,
just missing some few words^^
and so tonight I might come and put it here Eye-wink
cya mate Smiling

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--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

i dont kow how to win an argument nini and that makes me angree..and afterwards i would be thinking of what they told me and i start saying ohh i should have told theme that and i should have said that...grrrrr Evil but when i write i express myself more you know..maybe i should fight with my writings Sticking out tongue ... hey nini btw how old are you?? im sure you have experiences too Sticking out tongue i think you are younger than me right? or older? Puzzled Sticking out tongue yeah pink talks sence and admire the fact that she did evrything even though she had no sapport..and she made huge success...thats why she is a role model for us...i mean you are right look where she is now Smiling and i have been listening to all of her music since my life turned into a mess...coz i kew who she was before but and i always liked her but i did not used to listen to every song..and now im adicted Sticking out tongue
i cant wait to look at that poem of yours Sticking out tongue cya mate Eye-wink

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

me either, got some problems to express my feelings when I talk
sometimes it can all just go bad because I dont think before speaking Sticking out tongue
I sometimes write but as I told you, I often listen some music... and take a nice walk outside, helps too Eye-wink
yeah I know you have more experiences then me:P
I'm sure if something is up you'll have an advice... and ya know maybe you could suprise urself, it could be as good as JM sermons;)
thought JM sermons are really nice :3 Sticking out tongue

yes P!nk is deep into the subject
I mean, she had a hard childhood, if we can say that this way, she had lots of difficulties...
but she passed throught all the s***
and see now where she is? on the top of the world Laughing out loud
Eye-wink
so i believe she helped you
for me she help me stay strong^^

I have the weekend all to myself normally, so I'll find the time to type the 'poem' on here Sticking out tongue
tc you too :)^^

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

yeah it always feels better when you right..i dont know how to express my feelings very well when i talk..but when i write them down people tend to undertsand me more Sticking out tongue ...yes nini as i said if something is up just tell me..i have some experinces now and had to learn the hard way..so i may be good at advice though not as good as jm Sticking out tongue ...and that is why i am listening to pink nini because she really hepled me out when i was angry and heartbroken...that women is real Smiling i cant stop listening to her music..i would love to read your poem Smiling every poem is good because its an expression of feelings Smiling and yeah today i am feeling better.. Smiling .tc my friend Smiling

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

ohw I'm sad to hear it my friend Sad
well yes i hope you'll feel better on the next days...!
thank you, you're not the only one who havent notice I speak french Eye-wink
I think I could write it here yes... I only need the time to write it in english and type it^^
yeah I guess writting helps you feel better... same thing for me, but with music
whenever I feel down, just put my earphones and listen to -most of the time- some P!nk Eye-wink

well thank you, its nice to know you are here for me too Smiling
if I ever feel down I guess you'll notice it^^ or I might talk about it with you
you a cool mate too Eye-wink
^^

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

ohh nini today im pissed off..if you read the other poem i've just posted 'nobody understands' you would realise that some two persons really made me angree with whatt they said...i am down because my frend and i are not the same even though we met today..so yes i am down today..maybe tomorrow i wil feel better...hey your english is good nini Smiling i did not notice that you even speak french Sticking out tongue ... you should post the poem here nini..and no you dont suck at poetry Eye-wink ..i've never wrote any poems in my life i just started from last sunday and i cannot stop wrting coz when i write how i feel i feel muchh better..and thnaks nini im here too Smiling ok?? you are such a cool mate Smiling

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

hey pinkicous ya felling down today? Sad
if ya need a chat you know I'm here^^
the last paragraph is really deep thought and really reflets reality
its an about of how I see life too
on that I've already write what we could call a 'poem' but I really suck at it Sticking out tongue
maybe once I'll write it in english and post it here (I'm french btw Eye-wink if ya didnt know, thats why I made so much of mistakes Sticking out tongue)
^^

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3