Please for give me freind.

Please for give me freind.

I made some bad choices
and cant get rid of these voices
which i hear screaming in my haed
and so i try to ignore theme instead

I say that its everybodies fault
that my life is a mess
but now i came to a hault
and realise that its becaouse
of all my thoughts and fears
that i am spreading my tears

i did not trust my friend
even though for me she used to stand
and she was always there
but now she is not here

I did not trust her
because of our past
three of the boys i liked
to her ran so fast

even though now i dont feel
anything for theme
i was still afraid
that this would happen again

I let fear and jealousy
eating me and haunting me
but i never found the key
to win theme all
and so i still fall

but do you give me a blame?
my heart was in a flame
with anger i had
and so i was still mad

I know she did nothing wrong
but to realise this it took me too long
i was afraid that the guy
i liked would again fall for her
and i was not ready to stop and stare
so i tried to keep theme a part
even though he did not like her
but my thoughts were so huge
that i became like Scrooge
For every little thing they did
i thought that there was something they hid.

But infact there was nothing going on
it was just my past hard like a stone
which i clould not break
and everything was liquid like a lake
nothing was solid
nothing was clear
and the more grew my fear
but all these thoughts
caused all the fighting
which strucked like the lightening

I was not able to defeat
all of my thoughts
and so more grew the heat
for my freind
but still i'm in doubt
in what I'm right about

Is she realy innocent?
would she do anything for me?
but why cant i see
that she was always my back bone
and we were always on the phone
protecting each other out
even though I'm at North and she's at South

I wish i can pick up the pieces
the pieces of my lost tracks
but i just cant find the facts
i am so confused and immature
and omg i am a fool
to loose a jewel
and i wish i have some fuel
so i can runawy
and back i never come
but in that way the problems
would not be solved
and again i would be slaved

So all i have to do
is fight all these fears
barry and forget my past
and hopefuly this would all last

I need to change the way i think
and i'm writing this poem with an ink
to help nini out
to open up her mouth
and apologise to her freind
maybe the fighting would come to an end
and the same thing i'm gonna do.
I will tell her everything i feel
I will explain everything to her
and maybe her heart again i steal.

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^^
yeah, we both like the same things x)
and we are going through the same situation...
yes, it is funny Sticking out tongue
^^
cya around later Smiling

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--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

aw thats nice of you to say nini..its nice to have here too Smiling
yeah we have so much the same things:we both like histry,both like p!nk Sticking out tongue ,both like paramore and both like avrin lavinge..haha that is funny lol..and both going through the same situation..xd
cya around my frend Smiling
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Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

yes its funny how we become friends Sticking out tongue
because of a poem...
well you know friends are often people that have experiment the same thing as you, often...
we can said that in our case Sticking out tongue
thank you:)
you are a nice person too, its pretty nice to have you on here^^

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

haha its funny how you and i made freinds because of one poem..and we keep writing large paragraphs to each other under every 4 topics.. Sticking out tongue ..yeah here are so nice people in here and you are certinly one of them Eye-wink Smiling

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

and you are too Eye-wink
^^
i must admit its really funny to have friends all over the world Laughing out loud
I,ve met some very nice person from lots of places, just as you Eye-wink
^^

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

yeah and you are a good mate Smiling Eye-wink

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

oki Smiling
thats what friends are for, no? Eye-wink
Laughing out loud

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

hey nini you always know that im here too ok??remember that..you are here for me and im right back at ya Eye-wink

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

its nothing my friend Eye-wink
I know sumtimes we only need to talk to feel better
so whenever I'm here for a chat Laughing out loud
^^

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

ofcource you are nice..everyone is nice around here..i feel connected to you all..and i think god told me to find this site coz it helped me alot..and i am part of this second family which im proud Smiling Sticking out tongue and thnaks 4 everything nini.

--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

nice to know that I,m nice eh Sticking out tongue
Smiling
yes everyone deserves to have a good friend^^
its nothing, you are a part of the big P!nkians family, dont ya? Eye-wink
and yes, you help me too... like I said, sometimes we need someone to notice our mistakes, and to know what to do^^
I'm gonna take a look at your other poem^^

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3

hey nini you are nice too thats why i've mantioned you in the poem.. Sticking out tongue ..yeah mistakes makes us stronger and nini we should learn from them..beacuse when i was about 16 till 18(im 18 btw) i screwed up so f***ing much...and i dont know how im gonna repair everything..if only i go back but i cant Sad but dw we have learned and if we dont repeat our mistakes we can move on..hope you make things good with your friend coz everybody deserves to have a good freind..and thnakyou nini for ur sapport..hope im helping you too..stay strong Sticking out tongue .. btw if you want i wrote another poem about freindship called "Fish out of the pond" (coz thats how i felt today) if you need anything jus tell me im here.. Eye-wink
--
Jessica
'make up ur mind coz its now or never'

> Jessica
* ''make up ur mind coz its now or never''
-- P!nk's fist hoe
# Pinkianity and Pinkians forever
< one big, crazy, holy, nice, amazing Pinkian Family
^ love you all my 3 VIF Sticking out tongue Smiling

her nice poem here again Smiling
ahah love the fact you mention me in it xd

yeah its hard, I totally understand what you feel, as I already told you
its in those moments we would like to go back in the past, and repair our mistakes
but sadly we cant, we have to grow from those Eye-wink

I really hope you'll be able to explain yourself to ur friend Smiling
I'm sure that if you really want, you'll find a wait to make it work again Eye-wink
thats what I'll do too,
well what I,ll try to do
you are a pretty nice person btw,
and even thought what happen I think you deserve to have good friends, such how she was Eye-wink
^^

oh well...
those things wil surely makes u (and I) stronger in life, and more mature
if it ever comes to happen again, a similar situation, we'll know what to do
and be strong about it Eye-wink
I'm pretty sure about it^^

--
--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F****ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^

--P!nk's funny hoe!! --
...♪I'm not Dead F***ers!!! ♪♫...
^^Amen, long live to P!NK!!! =D^^
3> love ya'll my 3 VIF <3