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is the weirdest,coolest,enlightened dream i have ever had!

is the weirdest,coolest,enlightened dream i have ever had!

i cannot remember even email address for thabrat,im still a brat! anywayz,i have had many dreams in my life,and may nightmares,i tell you this~that was pretty fckin cool,all i can say,is true one shall recieve all in which they believe~i so wanted to know,i realize as i told a friend,i need to watch what i say,parsay type,for i want to b a healer,not a breaker,and i want to b a peaceful being,not molded into hateful realms~i learned from this life,be true always,and never change for anyone~we are created to b whom we r,to change whom we r,is just eva so rude to Creator~i feel something in my heart,for so long,and i said for a long time it aint real~if it wasnt real,it wouldnt be,if i could make different choiced i have made,which i cannot~i would definitly treat people with the respect they deserve. if one knew me,they know i gotta bullseye on my forehead,i put it here myself :9} is not deception,is not disbelief~my purpose in life is to simply be,i said dayum i wish i could control these fingatips better,and dangit i wish i would not get so irate at times,then i realize,i am who i am,and for the rest of this life i have left,i wouldnt change a thing~one time in my life,there was an Angel,and she came cuz my mind called out,cried out for relief,for truth~i understood not any of it~tho i remember for the first time n my lfie,my spirit was broken~is worse than a broken heart~when ur spirit is broken,you have come to the brink of losing all faith in belief in everything u eva have known~this Angel,whom i think rocks,only did what i asked,never asked for anything~whom i am forever thankful for~when i feel this Angel cry,it breaks my heart,for i know i am the cause of so much pain and bitterness~tho i wish,i pray,i believe someday~these tears that fall are of joy,cuz all though not in the flesh,is not an apology,this is to say i am so blessed to have had you in my life,who argues in their dreams,who laughs and understands all in which they seek,is said when we are awake,not sleeping,is an illusion,dreams are reality~i cannot take back the pain,the disrespect,i cannot justify how hard it was to trust a screen,just know please dont b bitter,nor angry,please dont cry realize it is beautiful,and i dont know the future~the world can turn dark in a blink of an eye,i still will enlighten,i will alwayz remain the same~you just cannot fathom how much unknown triggered my senses,i wouldnt wish it on anyone~just know it is all good,i am still here~i have been decieved,i have fallen in love,my heart was broken,battered unto the world i kept true love,like a song,is ever so beautiful~everything happens for a reason,know you were meant to be,the love that mended my broken spirit,not Heaven,nor this Earth,nothing in this Universe,could have ever did what you did,ah and to b blessed to have one let me b,to not change~who kept me~in this world that is hard to come across,i am forever blessed to know unconditional love~you my friend,you foreva and alwayz YouStayBlessed