I've never been able to see P!nk live in concert which is pretty sad because
I've loved P!nk's music since she first came out
One of my best memories is me in the car listening to her song 'there you go' with my cousins
But any way, I had a crappy day on top of months worth of stress and this is what I did as an attemp to vent
Enjoy ;]

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
or the girl who never wants to be alone

At times I would push my feelings aside to let others feel
I'm novocaine, I'm numb and nothing's real

I was so weak before
now i cant feel much anymore

Its all these secrets that I shouldn't tell
these words are strapped inside my head

Maybe the world will know one day
Why won't anyone help me runaway

It aint easy growing up in a world war III
you see, I don't want love to destroy me
like it has done my family

I chase the rainbows in my mind
and I will try to stay alive

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
no pain inside

comin down, comin down, comin down
spinnin round, spinnin round, spinnin round
looking for myself

when its good, then its good, its so good til it goes bad
til I'm trying to find the I that I once had
I have heard myself cry 'never again'
broken down in agony, just tryin to find a friend

Will I ever feel this good sober?