YEEEEEEEY :D:D

Ah i'm finally home <3. I saw some **** happend here on pp with Holland M&G but don't worry we still love you like hellllllllllll <3 .

P!nk you awesomely talented cookie, i wanna thank you for the Berlin gig ---- and HUG BACK --- thank you for that hug you did when you were on the stage - cutttttt .

Ohhh it was amazing. I was in Berlin the day befor the show, i went to the sommergarten to checkt if everything is real for sure, cuz i couldn't believe i'll see you live after 3 years of waiting .

30th August i woke up at 5 am and i went to the IFA. I had only little short skirt and a shirt in which i was frezzing cuz there was only 11 dergre outside. I was sure it will be really hot at the gig when everyone will be jumping and screaming so i thought that it's better to be dressed like that than wearing some warm pants or hoodie.

I was nervous like hell, i thought i'm gonna freak out cuz i was so alone. Thanks god there were Lotta and Sabrina cuz i'd die alone. (thank you Crackwhore, you really made me feel safe there with you ). I had nothing with me, only the album i did for you, P!nk.
It was ***kin raining there!!! God, my album ***ked up cuz it was wet and ruined .

You scared me! You really did... You are sooo tinny now hehe, but i didn't expected you're so muscular right now. Sorry, i think it's cool and mega sexy but it scared me at the beggining. Your every move was so strong, like you could crash me with your one finger, dude! That's cool actually, cuz i know your a good girl but you're soooo strong :eeeeek:

he gig was AMAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZING!!! Why was it soooo short? Ohhh it was great thank you thank you thank you !

It sucked i couldn't give you my album but i hope you'll get it soon from somebody who took it after the show .

yeeey it was such a cure for all my worries i had, i feel so clear now, so free and ready for the future no matter what will happen . I'll do my best , cuz you made me strong, i feel like i have a super-power now hahahaha !!!

Today it was my first day at school, the year started yesterday but i was in berlin till 12pm so i wasn't a school at monday *muhahaha* . And my face is still smiling, i look insane but it doesnt matter cuz i'm happy - sooo happy you can't even imagine, and that's all thanks to you baby <3. Thank you!

You are the besssssssssssst!!!!!

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG:P

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i really want her to look at my drawings it's my biggest dream ever! Like i dont care about noone else, any other opinion isn't THAT ***kin important for me!!! You know.... i'd do ANTHING..... but i won't cry, hell no , i believe she'll see it, someone MUST give it to her. at least it was ON THE STAGE and someone from the CREW took it BACKSTAGE! So God please, she has to see it .

and haha my knees are purple cuz i hit barriers many many times but they don't hurt so it's fine, and i'm really shocked i'm not ill or anything - i swear i was totally wet and cold! first wet of rain and then wet of sweat cuz i was jumping and dancing whole gig long.

I miss her sooooo much last days but i'm happy, she really made me stronger! I'm a ***kin super-human, hehehe it may sounds insane to you but i'm sooooooooooo sooooooo sooooooo happy and sooo full of energy after that show, after SEEING HER LIVE:D