When i write things like these about Pink, i usually sound like a stupid little girl with a dream of seeing the're favoite artist. But, she's really something to me, and many other people.

From when i was about 8, i loved her music, formed a HUGE obsession with her, loved he in every way possible, my famiy and friends didn't understand me, i didn't either, all i knew is how amazing she was to me. I used to get picked on and put down on, things that i knew but tried to forget that i did, people would say things to me like "Megs, you'll never know her, never meet her, she doesn't even know that you exsist." By those words, it would hit me hard, because, her music, her life, her everything, related SO much to me... And still does.

Untill about the age of 11 i was forced to tone my obsession down to get on my life, and learn to accept that she's just an amazing person, and amazing person that i'll never meet or know.

But, now that i'm a little older, i've learnt about the chances in life. I HAVE a chance to meet her, but... I don't know if i could meet her, because i know that if i saw her, standing in front of me, i'd probably just break down and cry, and she'd think i'm a complete idiot. You don't get and second chance on a fist imperession.

I'm lucky to be able to see her on tv, and watch her interviews and everything, i'm grateful, i really am. But for me, i'm not gunna stop trying until i meet her, and i tell her what a huge effect she has had on my life.

Every single song that she's made, has come at the perfect time, at one stage of my life, i actually thought, that in some strange, screwed up way, her music was a secret message to me. And Convosations With My 13 Year Old Self came to me at the perfect time - my 13th. As if to tell me that she's here for me, even though we've never met.

Anyway, you probably all think i'm insane by writeing this... But in my own foilised mind, i beg that she reads this. I wont quit. Thank you for spareing your time. x